12 DAYS!!!!!
And I am more excited than ever. His homecoming is all I think about. The other day I went shopping for stuff to wear when he is home. I spent a lot of money :) Oh well I'll be looking good. I just keep thinking about him. He is the most wonderful man I have ever known and I can't wait to be with him again. I keep seeing these cute couples and I think man, not much longer, then I see these messed up relationships and I think about how blessed I am to be with someone as amazing as he is. I am actually really concerned with what he is going to think about how I look though. I have gained some weight. He tells me I am ridiculous because he sees me on the webcam and he says I look good. But I can't help it. I guess my biggest fear is that he plays this up in his head. I don't want him to be disappointed with anything. But enough about that. I am too excited to let this worry me. I know in my head he loves me no matter what, I am just letting the girly side get to me. If only men knew what we went through for them. *Sigh*